Split Personalities

By Jenni

Why do I do this to myself?
Push you away like I do.
I know you could be good for me,
If I let you, but I can't let you know anymore.
I've never been as close to anyone as I am you,
But I can't let you break me down anymore then you already have.
I can't let you know any more secrets,
I can't let you know about my suicidal thoughts.
I can't let you know that I'd do anything to get a buzz,
Just to take me away from this reality that you call life.
I may be your everything, because you can't have life without me,
But you mean nothing to me.
Yet you know so much about me.
That's why I must get rid of you.
And because I don't trust you...
*pulls out a gun*
I must kill you.
So no one knows me,
Knows the secrets you know.
I need to change myself.
*puts gun to my head*
time to start over.
Good-bye Jenni.
*bang.........*

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Copyright 2004 EwWwWwWwWwIe
Published on Sunday, July 25, 2004.     Filed under: "Poetry"
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  • worm On Sunday, July 16, 2017, worm (1194)By person wrote:

    no comment... just sending prayers your way...

  • A former member wrote: A great write!

  • sixsixnine On Saturday, July 31, 2004, sixsixnine (477)By person wrote:

    i need to change myself! geat work! *now puts the gun to the head & BAnG! *669*

  • Whisper On Sunday, July 25, 2004, Whisper (112)By person wrote:

    nice poem I like the feeling you put into it

  • elisa On Sunday, July 25, 2004, elisa (1616)By person wrote:

    This is a wicked beautiful poem:)

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