i stare at the dark night sky and every star screams your name. over and over in my head. you are all i see. your voice is all i hear. a flash of light and i feel your hands closing around my neck. blinded by the stinging in my eyes and the numbness spreading throughout my limbs. and i try to scream through your constricting hands. silence. deafening silence. breathe breathe cry. cry cry ..gasp for air. the aching in my chest is still there. that hole where my heart should be..