Eat out my heart and watch it bleed, It does me good to feel that at least.



I search for what it is that I lack.
Scratching at the flesh of my back,
It seems that my happiness had leaked through the cracks.
Now all I see is a lovely life painted in black.

The blood has devoured the pain
and I am the only one who thinks I am not sane.
The world does not understand that I am vein.
hell has opened and its my life that it has drained.

I have found the one who shares my state of mind
Yet she is the center of my pain I can not find.
Why must I drag myself in to another bind?
I hate it for she is the only one of my kind!

What the fuck is this feeling called love!
I don’t know why but if fits me like a glove.

Out of the entire world
she is the only one
who can bring a smile to my face,
but also bring a tear to my face
I know that it could never be
But this is what makes me happy
so I must look and see
or I will end up dead in the corner,
alone like the dunce that I am.