Black And Blue

I'm fading.
Rearranging.
Don't think I wanna be me anymore.
I've got these feelings and there killing my desire.
I've got these feelings and they rot me to the core.
I Don't wanna be me.
I Don't wanna be you.
I just wanna be loved not hated.
Turn these black skies blue.
My world is spinning.
And i'm dizzy in denile.
My world is spinning.
And it's out of control.
I can't beleive that we could feel such heartache.
This world is spinning and I can't let go.
When it's wrong it can't be right.
I stay up all night.
Curse the morning light.
I can't take it!
So when your broken down from trying.
And your burning in the fire.
God can't save you.
If you think your life is made for dieing.
We live our lives in darkness.
When we're tortured and we're crying.
Blame yourself don't save yourself.
You make the bed you lye in.