Chastised
And trapped in your chimerical illusions
I fall deep inside the festering darkness
Live and die in this dark hole
Embracing arms,
Holding me down in this cold reality
Devious arms,
Reaching out to caress this moment
It’s become such a dismal ecstasy
I wander deeper into the land of the condemned
Such bruised skies
Veil overhead, overbearing
The leaves are falling
And the rain is always welcome
Withered gardens,
Withering my will to survive
Free from nothing,
Frozen in dismay
I come across the bushes of lust
I light them afire and they burnt to dust
Deep in the skies
Angels are forsaken
Their lives were taken
Nothing ever really changes
Just dies and is replaced
We here are night stalkers,
What we are, and what we crave,
Sin…
It seems as if something is going to give…

It all escapes me
It all crumbles down on me
Now, it is no longer an illusion
And I sit frozen with confusion
I look up as they all pass,
They look down and see me as trash
In me lies years of pain
And nothing will make it go away
I choose to fuck fate
Stand back and break away
Wines of red flood my eyes
Because my only wish was to watch you die
I see you scream
Sense your fear, watch you cry
Startled emotion, I lick from your face
Taste the sweat from your cheek
Suck the tears from your eyes
Oh such voluptuous masochism
Shhh…I will do all the speaking
For apologies are nothing more than words without meaning
Now you are gone, I have had my pleasure
I shall keep your tattered heart in this box, keep it forever as my one golden treasure…