What did I do? Revised

I weep and cry every night.
The light flashes through my eyes,
the thoughts scrambling around,
oh, what did I do?

Im hated for the kindness,
and loved for nothing more.
Acceptness is seeked,
as the endless journey continues.

The respect is overlooked,
and the hate embraces.
Stuck inside the bottomless hole,
never able to escape.

I just need someone,
to hold out their hand.
Their grasp will withhold my heart,
for they are like no other.

comtemplating my exsistence
am I worthy of another breath?
these thoughts are wrong
I must banish them from my head.

please I need a friend
someone who can release my soul
be there when times are down
and not stab me in the back

I've been driven into a wall
I have to no place to go
just leave me here to die
better here than anywhere else

Please save me
i dont know what to do
my lips trembling
each breath harder than the one before.

my wings have been crushed
and I'm down in the dirt
stuck inside a hole
with no where to go.