I don't understand "god".  I don't understand this world.  I don't understand the people whom we all live amongst, myself included.  Why does man go worship every Sunday and ask for forgiveness and do the same "sins" as the week before?  Why does a women come weeping and throwing herself at an alter thinking that will do her any good in her life struggles.  The ignorance, laziness, hypocrisy and may I dare say stupidness of people.  Why don't you get up and do something for a change to make your life better instead of sulking around and Doing nothing?  "God" is NOT going to patch you up, make you strong, get you through things YOU will...only if you get up and do it.