sticks and stones-2018

Sticks and stones 
may break my bones
but your words tear my skin apart
here we go 
back to the start
like shredding paper
you shred my heart

Close your eyes now
the night has come
go and dream of 
sugar plums

End your suffering
I will do 
with my big knife 
I will kill you

I am done
your sleeping now
see you in hell
I say, I vow
now its my turn to dream
of infanent screams
you see it only takes
one little vein
to swipe it all
to take away the pain.


im sorry-10/29/18
im sorry 
im sorry i make you feel this way
im sorry i made you sad
im sorry i made you cry
im sorry im depressed
im sorry i cut myself
im sorry i ever showed you my scars
im sorry for being alive
im sorry for being an emotional reck
im sorry for being imperfect
im sorry i love you so much
im sorry im sorry im sorry....
im sorry im not her...
cause shes perfect...
the opposite of me...
not depressed
not a self harmer
not a drug addict
not sad
not ugly
and most of all
she doesent have all the scars i do..



him -2018
him
his smile
his laugh
his skin
his face
his lips
his hair
his eyes
his personality
his being
him