not really depression

By morbiddemonchild

i scratched myself until i bled
and i can't figure out
why i'm still in this bed
you can't help me
and now i'm dead (inside)
i just can't live life

no, it's not really depression
just a decesion
i made long ago
when you were my friend or my foe
i never will really get to know (now)

i changed myself until it hurt again
and there's nothing more within
under this skin
except for my sin

no, i'm not depressed
just knocked out with all this stress
of living up to your expectations
and how this is going to be a great exploration
but nothing is what it seems
i'm just taking a test
to see inside of me

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Copyright 2003 morbiddemonchild
Published on Thursday, September 25, 2003.     Filed under: "Lyrics"
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  • A former member wrote: I really liked the flow in this and especially liked the second stanza. Cool piece. ~Ship!

  • Clementine On Wednesday, December 10, 2003, Clementine (121)By person wrote:

    hmm what does this remind me of, its ont he tip of my tounge...hmm...ahh yes a cheesy song by jewel or someone of that cheesy nature, im sure they like cheese...be creative not subdued

  • A former member wrote: dudette!this is cool,i really like this piece,i look forward to reading more..xxx...

  • morbiddemonchild On Thursday, September 25, 2003, morbiddemonchild (33)By person wrote:

    thank you Dusky_Maiden. there will be more soon. ~Morbid~

  • A former member wrote: I love this work dude(tte). It's awesome, I love the style of it. Good job. I'm gonna keep my eye on you.

  • morbiddemonchild On Thursday, September 25, 2003, morbiddemonchild (33)By person wrote:

    dudette. and thank you a lot. i have a ton of things i need to put on here and not enough time to do it so look for more really soon.

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