Is this it?
Is this all there is?
Why does it hurt?
 Why is my vision blurred by these tears?
Is it always going to be like this?
Has it always been like this?
Should I go on?
Can I go on?
Do I want to go on?
Is it worth it to fight?
Why should I fight? 
Does it even matter?
If I were gone would anyone care?
Who would miss me?
Would the cry?
Would they laugh?
Or smile?
 Would they be glad?
Shoulld I cut my wrists?
Eat a bullet?
Swallow these pills?
What would help?
Would anythng?
Are you there?
Are you listening?
Am I here?
Am I dead already?
Who cares?
Noone That's who......