She Is My Dream

By SirEnders

Wake up and puke, pills didn't work
Suicide has just become a quirk.
Maybe I enjoy the failed attempts
Live a life of absolutely no regrets.
Cut my wrist for the bloodlust
Die on my own terms is a must.
Maybe not suicide, maybe
I love drifting alone in this sea.
I hate when people ask hollow questions
Or when I'm invited to suicide sessions.
I hate myself and this excuse I call a life
I will end everything with a knife.
All the greatest people were betrayed
Everyone falls apart like a rope is frayed.
Not all of us belong in this dying world
Some of us will end up dead and curled.
I love the dying feeling, the numbness
My mind is a place of dullness.
I miss when we would run in the trees
I miss sitting and talking at the seas.
Your laugh and memories haunt my mind
Our souls have had an immense bind.
Now that you're gone, half of me is dead
People mock me and say it's all in my head.
I wish this was true, but I'll be with you soon
The love is wrenching, I'll die under the same moon.
The Waning Crescent will mark our reunion
Death will welcome me without an intrusion.
I'll find you, take you hand in hand again
Let this resurrected love continue to reign.
Prince and Princess of Darkness and Death
Talk about sweet things over the victims last breath.
Fall asleep in your arms, for the first time in months
Dream a dream of familiarity and no more myths.
Only to awaken, under the sunĀ 
I was happy, with so much fun.
I dreamt of her, dreamt of happiness and apathy
I awoke from a dream within a dreaming fantasy.

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Copyright 2016 SirEnders
Published on Monday, April 4, 2016.     Filed under: "Depressed" and "Poetry"
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  • carlosjackal On Tuesday, December 6, 2016, carlosjackal (2787)By person wrote:

    I can see why this must of been such a buzz to write.."All the greatest people were betrayed"..killer line...then everything from "I miss when we would run.." spins the poem on its head and suddenly the reason for your deep depression becomes crystal clear. Great piece.

  • AnaMia92 On Monday, March 28, 2016, AnaMia92 (12)By person wrote:

    I am at a loss for words....so beautiful...great job

  • SirEnders On Thursday, March 31, 2016, SirEnders (50)By person wrote:

    Thank you, feel free to message me and give any input you would like. Any advice helps, thank you.

  • A former member wrote: I like the tone of it and I feel it is a very sincere poem. You told a story and poured out emotions in just a few lines. "I wish this was true, but I'll be with you soon The love is wrenching, I'll die under the same moon", was my favorite line. Nice!

  • A former member wrote: "Prince and Princess of darkness and death" is my favorite line but I love everything from that point down. The rest of the poem was very enjoyable and easily flowed together.

  • SirEnders On Monday, February 22, 2016, SirEnders (50)By person wrote:

    Thank you. I concur with you. I also enjoy the last two lines, they flow well. Thank you for reading.

  • thewriterinblue On Monday, February 22, 2016, thewriterinblue (34)By person wrote:

    Beautifully written.. honestly.

  • SirEnders On Monday, February 22, 2016, SirEnders (50)By person wrote:

    Thank you. Although, there are a few lines I could've written better. But again, I appreciate you reading

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