Caught between two dark temptations
Dark and evil stimulating sensations.
Never smiling in a pure, true form
Darkness only brings an isolating storm.
Numb is the only feeling I enjoy
Lost my ways as a young boy.
I abhor the way people are
Every memory is a scar.
Nothing can ever last forever
I am as alone as I am clever.
Why must people have to hate
They use fake happiness as bait.
Draw you in and rip out your heart
Only wanted you to hurt from the start.
I fell for a clear joke, when I was the Jester
You had crushed me, all you did was fester.
Let me draw my own blood for you
Away with my broken wings you flew.
Left me for dead in my own darkness
Your soul was the definition of starkness.
Crawl to the ledge, can no longer soar
I have added cuts. So, so much more.
I'll take my own life, with my own knife
I hate this strife, my hatred is rife.
Leave me to my own doing, you knave
I'll no longer be your pitiful, dying slave.
I hang tonight, the moonlight marks my death
The asphyxiation makes me feel deaf.
I love the feeling and grin with my last will
Finally, it's all over, my body is cold and still.
Death puts his cold hand on my shoulder
As we stand on an immense boulder.
I kneel to my new, caring Father
I assist him in his slaughter.