There is no greater pain then watching the one you love move on easily with another,
there is no greater pain then them not caring that you suffer.

You use to be on my mind 24/7 me regretting what had happened between us everyday,
but now that is not the case as i say.

''You hurt me over and over again'',
''you lost the trust that you had gained''.

''You told me you loved me and so much more'',
''but i never would have guessed they were lies god I'm such a fool''.

Me becoming suicidal was hell,
but you on the other hand did not care and all you said was ''not my fault oh well''.

You let me fall into the pits of darkness,
where you said you'd catch me but when i needed you most all i saw was blackness.

Then to make things a hell of alot worse,
you started becoming my greatest regret and a curse.

Spreading rumors and denying the truth,
bringing me back to my childhood youth.

Hating me for no apparent reason,
when all i did was love you throughout the seasons.

You made it worse by reciting this verse,
''Cunts like you are whats literally wrong with this world'' and so thats enough its time for my worse.

Hanging,
Cutting,
Jumping,
Sleeping.

So many ways to end my life easy....




But yet i could not,
what about the people who care abut me i cant believe i forgot.

I almost ended my life because of a rat,
so enoughs enough i will be the cat.

I will fight for those i care about and love,
but i can not guarantee my life so please do not let me come undone.

''Stuff you Lee your a waste of space''
''Go die in a hole because that is your place''

''So enoughs enough your dead anyway'',
''from all those stupid drugs,alcohol,and smoking ha i mean whats left to say?''

So i hope you see this, or i hope you are shown,
because you really are worth nothing in life and i pray for every women that you corrupt.

Enjoy the herpes and STI's because i will be here waiting for the day,
where you realize that i was right and you were wrong.

You broke me and tore me apart,
so welcome to the new me who will win by far.

So i say good bye because the old me is gone,
and i wish you luck in your future before you too are gone.


Love and Hate Emi xox