Dear Mr Hysteria 

now tell me do 

you enjoy the sound

of me wailing and

seeing me on my hands 

and knees?



Do you enjoy the agony 

that you've placed upon me?

And making me lose in touch 

with reality. 


Look at what  you've done..

is this my consequence?

For living the life that  i've ounce lived.

Stop this.  

Make it stop!


These tears...my tears.

My tears of blood.

I'm withering from the inside.

 hear the laugh of insanity.




Now watch me cut my teeth.

and through them into the depths

of hell.



Can you hear this deranged laughter of mine?

This struggling voice that you've tried to take?

...


 Hear that silent scream of tomorrow.

Look at me. 

Your.

Your.



Your retribution towards me 

makes me smile in delight.

I want you to witness me

going into dementia. 



This heart full of woe.

This heart full of nothing.

My decapitated soul

diserves forgiveness.

But you won't give it to me.



I'm in this confinment. 

I'm in this box that can not be

opened.


No way out.

Get rid of these 

scars that are inflicted on me.

Take it away from me!

Just like how you took 

away my freedom.


I loathe you .

I resent you.


Do you enjoy your job

Mr Hysteria? 

The way you degrade me.


The way you herass me.


The clock keeps on ticking.





I'm losing my consciousness .




I'm lost within myself..

And i have you to thank.

Thank you for the pain .

Thank you for misery.

Thank you for this madness.



.... Mr. Hysteria 

Now tell me ounce more 

.....

Are you Lucifer in deguise?


Sincerley, My Mind