And i was gone

i didn't really need your pity  nor your 
resentment .  

I stand right beside you unnoticed looking at your
sobbing face. 

Your sweet tears of sobbing .
Don't cry..there's no need.
Because i've wanted this
to happen.


You should be happy i want 
you to smile.

I can finally breathe.

I've been waiting for this moment to happen 
for a longtime.

I laugh at your saddness.
I laugh at your pain. 

I laugh at how you cry over 
a shell. 
 
Your tears won't bring me back.
Stop before my heart tears out of my
chest and starts laughing. 

To you it's sadness.
To me it's happiness.


To you it's a tradgey 
To me it's a celebration.


You hand me life.
No! i don't want your life.
But i want your happiness.


Now i watch this empty shell
vanquish. 
Deeper and deeper the hole 
goes. 

 Time goes by.
Now watch this shell decay.

And before you know it.....
I was gone.