Drowning

My life now lye before me as i close my eyes 

Like a looking glass to the future,  an escape from my lies

Memories they do haunt me, nothing sooth's my cry's 

The pain a disaster, and a lifetime of demise 

I drift off to forever, into a fiery surprise 

My body lays drowning as my soul takes flight 

Falling to oblivion giving in on the fight 

My choices set in stone,  wrongs cannot be made right 

Looking back on my life, as i drown  tonight

Will someone save me, just who might?

Would i save myself, with my insight 

Light now fading, not so sublime 

Drifting to the bottom this life of mine

Into the darkness, no piece of mind 

Now drowning forever 
  Yet  trapped inside......