Stranger with a familiar face

i realized I'm different 
used to think i was the same 
the person in the mirror 
is a person i cant name 
the heart is torn asunder 
emotions spilling out 
Ive become a stranger 
in my very own house 
i couldn't save myself 
I'm drifting out to sea 
the person in my memories 
is a person i cant be 
the anger carved in skin walls 
i cant hide from the light 
there was a time of peace 
but now everything's a fight 
Ive kept the darkness hidden 
though a shadow lingers in my eyes 
but you wouldn't know the difference 
between the truth and all these lies 
so now i stand debating 
where to go from here 
i turn for one last glance 
at the memories i hold dear 
the future that is awaiting 
is uncertain and unclear 
but im ready for the challenge 
come what may, ill be here