honest
liars

pathetic
lords

&
I
dont want to
stand  with
a sad sound


behind
the door



unsleeping
mournful
lips
forced
quiet



paxil
dew.
burning
forehead

cooling tear
screaming
dream   
unstained   

reading
holy
words
in the night  


enamelled
mansion
palace-hall.
demon




I fondly
beg

for
your
horrified
clang



mantle blue
:balcony beast
sprinkling
blest tales
up
and
down
my body
and feet
 
 
silken &
ill
where
they fall
in 
  unwilling
sleep


unworried
cry.
awful
shine


honey
storm
yesterdays
snow





you think
you know

but you
do
not






you
outsparkle
all the
light





matted lily
and
a casket of sky





baskets
of dust
and misery



you
still




spin
while
I lay
on this
square


swallowed
throat
&
flower cells

palms
of gloom
:powder blue

hither cast
the
breathed spell


Unwept
and forced

glowing
grim




you
will
breathe
me awake now





but
I will never rise 
















All
I
fall.
       +
        . 
           + 
            Into my Soul 

                    F.V.Z