sitting all alone
in cold wet darkness
locked in my prison... surrounded by pain
...why...
must you hurt me so ?
i dont understand...
what did i do wrong?
what did i do
to make you hurt me so much
i had to have done something wrong

i have sufferd since the day i was born
it wasn't just you who hurt me...
but you hurt me the worst
you told me everything would be okay
the day we met
you promised to take the pain away...
insted  you abused me..
at first it was just emotionally...
but then the beatings started
you brutally beat me almost eveynight

you promised it would all be okay
you lied...

i remember...
every burning moment
and how you tried
to sweeten it
with words that burned like acid
....Why....
must i suffer at your hand?
...DADDY....Please....Stop.....
i remember everything
every bruise,
every welt,
every scar....
you touched me...
so young...so innocent...
you let him rape me...
you didnt care!
DADDY's little girl... right?

alone
alone
always alone
nowhere run
nowhere to go
i soon turned
to a blade for comfort
i just wanted to die
to be rid of the pain
be rid of you

everytime i tell you how i feel
you deny it ever happened
you blame me..
you say i was the one who was out of control
YOUR SO FULL OF SHIT!!!
everyone of you
everyone knew what you were doing to me
they all played stupid
no one tried to help me
TRUST NO ONE!!
TRUST NO ONE!!
ive been raped at the seams
DADDY STOP!!
I....HATE.....YOU....
all of you
i pretend that everything's ok
but it's not
im dead inside
my soul died years ago
and no one even noticed

you destroyed me....
so bad i can barely function
you took every...
smile...
every....
hope....
every....
dream...
ive ever had
and shatterd them
im broken beyond repair
there will never be a happy ending for me
you made sure of that