You are the apple of my eye,
The stake in my side
The epitome of everything
I ever loved or despised,
Time and time
We cross ties,
and all I can think
Is how can love and hate
go so in sync
I'm on the brink
to a mental break down
So what can I say?
I have my head up in the clouds
Falling in and out of cliches.
I'd rather smoke the pain away
Seeing you every day, stayn dazed
Just to make it through all the haze
When it's more than just a phase
No quick fix like a shot of rum
Like a tattoo needle,
After a while you go numb.
I'm feeling dumb, but it's hard to say
Whether or not I want to hug you
Or watch you hang and decay.
It's all grey, fuck it, Grab my gun
Shoot it in the air, scream your name
And watch you run...
It's all in fun, but has to end
As bad as you were a lover,
In the end you were even worse of a friend.