Some day

Some days are hard, others are harder.
Its like I'm swimming in the middle of the ocean with no where to go.
Drowning, wishing you could save me. Wishing you could find me where I am.

Some days I cant breathe.
Its like I finally sank to the sea floor
Wanting to gasp for air but knowing that trying to take a breath could kill me.

Some days I cant sleep.
For fear of never waking up.
Its always scared me to know that i could die alone, without you.

Some days I just cry.
Even though I know eventually my world will fill with my tears
Making my nightmare real causing me to drown in the sorrow that you have created for me.

Some days I just give up.
Knowing its not even worth it to get out of bed but i don't have a choice
Wanting more than i have but never getting it because all i could ever want is you.

Some days I wish for death.
I couldn't bring the thought to life knowing that someday I could get you back.
Hoping that the heartbreak you gave me will fade back to love and we could be ok.

Some days I think my hopes are just a child's dream.
That none of it will be real again.
But, I pray. Someday... Someday....