Time on his hands
By N3ll
Time
Has never been a friend of mine
Except maybe just this once
He drags his fingers over my whole,
Scratches leaving wrinkles
and
deep grooves as if I needed
Those marks as proof that he
exists.
As if
His constant theft
Was not enough to
remind me
As if the future's narrowing
Was not proof enough.
And each day
His gift gets shorter,
Ever fleeting,
Particles of my soul
Trapped in his glass game.
And he's
unkind,
Making sure I know
His gift is never free
And Someday
I'll have to pay him back
wih more than his handprints
staining
my skin.
And he calls upon
His friends
late at night
Who visit me
with past regrets
What ifs and
dreams so
worn
They can no longer glimmer.
But tonight
I don't
mind his passing
Tonight I
Suck in the dust
Of bonds having
long settled
And I pull those threads
That travel past his reach
Past that of space,
And I take
Comfort in knowing
That
time
Has not slackened the lines,
They are as tight as ever,
Lifelines and vibrating strings
That tug on my heart
Reminding
me
That he can
Unwillingly,
Make some things
More
beautiful.
Comments on "Time on his hands"
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A former member wrote:
subtle personification.... I often wish time were my lover but it seems more like a bill collector.... as long as he brings a lil beauty now and then, I guess we can get along, huh? Very reflective, resonating so many ways time his (her in my case?) way with us, thank you.