Closed within my own mind
these emotions that I cannot hide
  Anger that I cannot fight
  Anxiety I cannot hold on too tight
  Depression that cry, I'll might
 
All alone,
  can not breathe
dead silence,
  scratching my skin
the shadows have come for me
  and I can't hold it in
    much longer
my tears fall
  my blood drips
    things break
sanity hung by a silver thread
I quiver in the heat
shooken by frozen thoughts 
 
how is the real truth to be found
if its lost deep beneath the ground
buried heavily under false fables
 
how is one to trust
when eyes are blinded by glittering dust
compassion mistaken for manipulation
   
at the brink of frustration
believing life can only be from my imagination
beyond the humans mind own understanding