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Repeated Routine
By foreverNalways
All the routined wrong doings
Echo in my mind
Patterns of behavior
I try to leave behind
All these songs of love and misery
I feel like im on repeat
Even though I continue to promise change
I lie through my teeth
Empty
Alone
Nothing for me
here
Fearful
Inclosed
Why dont you love me dear?
Short term joy, long term pain
It's all driving me fucking insane
And even with my best efforts
The endings always the same
So each day i'll allow myself to grow stronger
Forget a little more
about her
Keep searching for that person
Empty
Alone
Nothing for me here
Fearful
Inclosed
Why dont love me
dear?
Im going to do this for me
Not you
Not this
time.
Who may not even exist
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On Monday, August 2, 2010, foreverNalways
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wrote:
When your broken so many times, you become stronger. Thank you and I wish you the best in life. Everyone deserves happiness...right?
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On Sunday, August 1, 2010, Phalanx
(679) wrote:
You keep trying my friend. You're not as alone as you might feel. I like what you've said here, there's so much anguish and hurt pouring through your words and at this point in my life I can really relate, well, pretty much at any point in my life. Yet even though these things are felt you posses strength and I can see that. You haven't been broken. Very well done.
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