All the routined wrong doings
Echo in my mind
Patterns of behavior
I try to leave behind

All these songs of love and misery
I feel like im on repeat
Even though I continue to promise change
I lie through my teeth

Empty
Alone
Nothing for me here
Fearful
Inclosed
Why dont you love me dear?

Short term joy, long term pain
It's all driving me fucking insane
And even with my best efforts
The endings always the same

So each day i'll allow myself to grow stronger
Forget a little more about her
Keep searching for that person

Empty
Alone
Nothing for me here
Fearful
Inclosed
Why dont love me dear?

Im going to do this for me
Not you
Not this time.
Who may not even exist