You don’t make me kneel.

You don’t make me beg.

You make me feel safe and warm.

 

You’ll kill anyone who hurts me.

You protect me from myself.

You are encouragement to a broken soul.

 

You tell me everyday you miss me.

You tell me everyday I’m special.

You shower me with affection and praise.

 

Your wife holds me in her arms.

She lets me lay my head on her lap.

She pets me and runs her fingers through my hair.

 

So there are no lies,

There are no secrets.

You teach me of honor and fire.

 

So what the fuck?

What am I supposed to do?

Everything I’ve learned is useless.

 

You treat me as a friend.

I’m not considered your slave.

Instead I’m a cherished sub that you enjoy.

 

You called me your perfect sub.

I’ve never been anyone’s perfect.

What am I supposed to do with this new found self esteem?

 

So, you’ve made me shackles,

You’ve made me a collar,

But the most precious gift is one not of leather and steel.

 

You whip me with fire,

You bind me with rope and leather.

You torture me so sweetly and with such care.

 

But you give me more the welts,

You give me more than sensation.

The most precious gift you give me is not one of pain and exhaustion.

 

It’s the feeling of want,

The feeling of importance,

The feeling of belonging you instill in me.

 

So teach me your ways so I am worthy.

Teach me to be perfect for you.

Make me and mold me and shape me,

For no one else has before.

 

Dedicated to Master Frederick AKA Frederick the Reckless, the man whom I am bound to.

And to Lorelai, his lovely and beautiful wife whom I am now so smitten with!

Here’s to a new road. Here’s to a new chapter in our lives. Had I known that you were just waiting for my release…I wouldn’t have second guessed my decision of confrontation for so long.

 

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