I am still here yes still alone
Days of  my life will go by before i come home.
I try to look into that night trying to understand what was going on. 
Wishing i could relive that day wishing i would have walked away
As i sit alone holding my hand i guess you can say I've became my own best friend
I see me in my mind  looking at my self
Trying to see what i have left
The night comes over me
Wishing,hoping for that day to be free
I now live my life alone what freedom i had is gone
I have know one to write,i have no one to see.
All i have is my best friend thats me
Its to late to cry no more reason to lie
Trying my best to make the time go by
Living in my own world on a natural high
Stop don't try to understand me
You must live in my shoes to see
Thats the only way to understand me
Now i am to the end of me theres nothing more to say or see
You will never understand you can never be me
I am not that person you thought i was its plan to see
I am the only one who really knows me
If you would Let me be
So i can be set free to live in my own reality.I 



                                                                       LOCO,REALITY