forgive your useless gardener
whose heart was blinded by darkness and hatred
who forgot about every single thing
even you...
the one who stood by her side
lighting the darkness with its petals...
she forgot about you
she forgot that you need
sun light, fresh water and your gardeners love
she put you in deep darkness
which is darker than black
she watered you
with her sour tears
she switched her love with hatred
now you are gone...
you were too beautiful
when you were growing
how beautiful you were
when you were dying?
i know i made you suffer
you must be thinking at least let me die peacefully
but i dont care
hate me, curse me if you want to
i'll pay for my sins in my next life
even though i'm still in darkness
there is something shining within the darkness for you
i'll light you with it
even though my body is frozen
ill heat you with my warm breath
even though the blood in my veins arent enough for me
i'll water you with it...

forgive me and please come back