My Suicide

I place the razor upon my vein, willing myself to end the pain,
I feel the blade cut true and deep, Upping the river,
Not crossing the stream, I watch my blood spill to the ground,
the world around me now with fading sounds, My vision dims and I give in, dropping slowly to the floor, I start to smile then I scream,
As you appear before me, asking me what I've done,
you grab my arm and apply the pressure, bandages appear as you ask me why, when you said you'd proctect me from harm, That you'd save me from all fears, Never giving up the fight, You struggle and fight for me, my life,
I just stare at you unable to speak, tears streaming down my face, as i silently begin to weep, you touch my face as my world fades, begging me to in this world stay....