You deserve much better than me...

I think you can do much better than me
After all the lies I made you believe
Guilt kicks in and I start to see
The memories
Where you used to be with me
I told myself I wouldn't miss you
But I remember
What it feels like beside you
I really miss that smile on your face
And the way you laugh out of place
And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than me

While looking through my old box of notes
I found those pictures of you
That you didn't know I took
If there's one memory I don't want to lose
That time in the bronx
You and me in your friend's bathroom
I told myself I won't miss you
But I remembered
What it feels like beside you
I really miss your arms around my waist
And the way your manhood tastes
And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than me

The bed I'm lying in is getting colder
Wish I never would've said it's over
And I can't pretend that I won't think about you when I'm older
Cause we never really had our closure
This can't be the end
I really miss your intelligence
And the way you showed off your elegance
And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than me