I am Lonleyness, I am anger, I am fear
I am all that you hold near
I am the hate that spews off your tongue
The burning inside that always makes you run

I am everything you love to hate
Everything you've never wanted to be
No matter how deep the labrinth runs,
At every corner you find me

I am the darkness you let seep into your soul
The one that came and left you wanting more
I convinced you I was your one true friend
You will learn how wrong you are in the end

Your sister, your mother, your best friend, your dad
Could never change you, or give you what i had
I showed you a way to live with no remorse
Leave behind regret, simply shut the door

I opended you up to a whole new life
I am darkness, and you are my wife
We wed in October, in the year you lost it all to him
He took your body, I took your mind
I made you numb to shame, thus ended your crying

I find myself merciful, for I turned your pitiful broken heart
Into the chaos it is today
Wouldnt you rather feel hatred, than the confusion you thought would never go away?

I am isolation, I am rage, I am denial.
I am everything You live for
I am the silence that makes you deadly
I'll keep you roaming forever more

I am all that you dont understand
I am the love you still have for an imprisoned man
I am the secret hate you carry in your heart
For those who watched you fall apart

five years of bitterness, drugs and denial
Sleeping just to get away, if for only awhile
So you see, I am what became of
This once sweet little girl
Somone took away her self respect,
took everything
Theres nothing left.

I am the woman you became, the child you will always be
Look in the mirror, and youll see me