Existence

I’m falling
into the darkness
into the blackness
into nothing.
I don’t know
where I am
who I am
what I am
when I am
why I am
which way am I falling?
Nothing to hold on to;
the world spins
away from me
leaving me
grieving me
deceiving me
never believing
there’s something
to live for
to die for
to fall
down, where
no-one sees
me, the one thing
nobody lost
this time
it’s me falling
screaming
dying
falling on