It seems everywhere I go
There’s someone in a certain light
Before she and I know
There’s a chance we might
We’ll be in a rooms that’s crowded
I’ll see her there
My mind so clouded
Now has a prayer
When its time to seek her out
She usually sends me back
Except those few who see my soul
And know why it’s so black
There are a few that know me
A few I’ve come to love
But could not control me
Though I prized them all above
Eventually I’ll turn away
I’ll alienate and throw them out
They try to reach me every day
But all I do is lock them out