Don't forget to write

So what if I don't care? ... people are all the same.
[disposable and vain]
I realize that everyday, so should I be ashamed?
or maybe realize [I am the same..]

The whole world thinks they're something special when there not,
no one is original, we're all copied from the same unpublished book with a lame under developed plot.

and as I try to put my words on paper or on myspace blog.
it makes me sick but I just can't fucking stop.

your weak and so am I,
stop denying this fact and sit back and enjoy this so called life

[here is the rub].

I am stuck in a mediocre life that all the wishing in the world won't change
and all the conflict in the world couldn't distract me from
what is right in front of my face
and there is no escape when your dealing with fate
and if no one is real
then there is no one left to hate.
but yourself

We're all ignorant, and everything is meaningless. [ this means nothing] I am not negative. I am real, as real as fake could be.

Am I liar? maybe, but only to myself, which is the worst kind.
Am I a hypocrite? Yes, but only to myself which is the best kind,
and I try not to contradict myself but I find, it's much more entertaining.

Am I insane? I am just a figment of your imagination, so perhaps it all of you who need to get your head checked, maybe to find the reality that you don't see.
I don't try to sound fucked up, I just am. So stay the fuck away.

Why does no one ever listen?

Words hold meaning to those that give them meaning,
and if we were all deaf and blind would we still have these feelings?
I don't know....

I do know
[ignorance is bliss]

Unless ignorance means, you don't have the means; to express what is inside your mind, because then your just a prisoner. just like I am.

No one wants to just be forgotten, what most people don't realize is some were never remembered to begin with
I am one of those people, you probably are too.