Twice-Lined Love

Getting darker
Growing dim
Light fading
Caving in
Mind wanders
Someone there
Shadowed corners
Silent fears
Paranoid delusions
Heavy presence
Look now
Over there
Cannot see
Growing dim
Getting darker
Short struggle
Blinding light
Secret betrayal
Thoughts provoked
Fire stoked
Heated words
Back again
All over
Estranged mind
Freely frightened
All alone
Not alone
Pointless rage
So much
So little
Tell me
Guessing games
Brightly full
Noisily distracting
Until again
Shadowed corners
Silent fears
Paranoid delusions
Heavy presence
Maybe hope
Very little
Hushed wind
Lonely prayers
Going everywhere
No where
So sad
All gone
Never again
We remain
You're gone
Only now
In thoughts
My thoughts
Everyday...
Is...
Getting darker...
Growing dim...
Light...
Fading...










Nonsensical

Far away
Let me go
It never ends
Don't let go
It never ends
And again it starts
None in sight
All in light
Til the break
Attempts you make
Far away
Let me go
It never ends
Don't let go

So very bright
Into the light
No end in sight
So it starts
No never again
This hell ends
My will bends
Snaps and breaks
Life it takes
Always makes
And all again
Never again

Here it stops
Reality pops
Never again
Always again
Make it leave
Make it grieve
Make it heave
Break it, bend it
Forever left me
But can you see?
It's not over
Come in closer
A story I tell
Soon you yell
Beg and scream
You know what I mean?

Hell, here it ends
Once and for all
Let me fall
Into abyss
Sweet abyss
Dark abyss
Will I miss
All of life?
All the strife?
All the hate?

Make the bait
Prey is caught
Can't be bought
These chains you fought
Finally gone
Why don't you run?
Run for home
Claim your name
Do not blame
Pitiful shame
For actions true
They give to you
Spirit bold
Bright and gold
One to hold
One to mold
A new mind
One of a kind

These lips they bind
Bind a curse
Always worse
Lucky curse
Fortunate ruin
Under full moon
Stars call out
With no doubt
Full and right
So very bright
With all that might
Where's you fight,
This ungodly night?
Devours souls
Hot as coals
Never fade
Games you played
Never gone
Always here

For all the fear
Once this time
Once this rhyme
For all to hear
For all to fear
So far away
Here to stay?
I think not
These chains you fought
Broken down
Heaven bound
Far away
Let me go
It never ends
Don't let go