Inspiration

And you who hath been my inspiration
So many times
And times again
Once again the topic of
My heart
My mind
My body
My soul
Is entranced by your very person
And such that it is
I am void of words that are descriptive enough
To touch the surface of your mind
Lest I make a mockery of your being
I will try
You who are my one always underlying thought
Who in his very slightest phrase captures me
And hour with you is on my mind for
The week
The month
My year
I could spend my entire life
By your side
And it wouldn't do justice
It wouldn't be enough
And for all my life I will
Want you
Need you
Love you
Feel you and your pain
I'll take it
Make it mine
And so ends my rant
That never began
And will never end
For my feelings
For you
Will never
F
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D
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Truth

You think I cry for you?
No, part of me does
But the rest, it cries for myself
I wish I could care as you do
But I could die tomorrow
It would be rejoiced
But having died without these words of my mind spoken
That would be remiss
However no one wants to hear my words
No one will join the revolution
Be it all in vain to them
Who are content to do as told
But these words I speak
Hold more than truth
They hold my soul
What is left of my being
This empty shell of man
Cannot be replaced
But for one thing
That I find a soul to which I can be bound
No such soul exists
No such man wants tainted blood in his veins
But to you I cry
For you have promise
You spend your life as you want, although wrong
Your conception of enjoyment is skewed
Life means little
No value left
And for one night I have seen your mind, however clouded
You are for better
So to you, you must survive
Continue the revolution
With hunger and truth
Show the deception of the senses
And show the workings of the mind
My fearless philosopher
Contradict the lies










Broken (Emo)

Twisted, broken on the floor
Don't want to take this life no more
Pains and sorrows
No tomorrows
April showers
Bring May flowers

Upon my grave will you lay them?
Leave the bud, take the stem
My one true love come kiss me
One last time, you won't miss me
It's okay I know you well
For sorrow and pain I cannot tell
That I love you one last time
For all the times that I have cried

Miss me not, I know you won't
Didn't love me, I know you don't
Not that it matters, six feet down
When all you see is underground
Ashes to ashes
Dust to dust
Take your passes
You really must

Over the edge I have fallen
Your name, I can't stop calling
Hit the rocks
Now the shocks
Slip into dark
Hit the mark
Only success
We wish you the best
Senseless mutters
Oh it flutters
Lovely boy
You are my joy
And now it's done, it's reached the end
To my love, my best regrets