Tell Me

I believe your pretty lies
You deceive me so
Back and forth
By the day
By the hour
By the minute
I love you
I would do anything
Anything
Nothing could break this
I feel nothing
You are there
I care not
Nothing here
What to believe
I haven't a clue
Which you is you
Which one I love
The fiction or real
Lies or truth
Please just tell me
Break my fucking heart
Don't lead me on
Please just tell me
You love me
Please just tell me
You don't care...
Tell me the truth
I cannot listen
To the pretty lies
Any longer
My eyes are unveiled
Tell me the truth
...and cover them again










Fly Away

Here I wake and find I'm crying
Oh my dear, I feel I'm dying
I don't know why I'm deeply sighing
Oh you're right, I'm simply lying

But I will not tell
I can never tell
Oh my love I wish to see you
Oh my love I wish to be you

Apathetic yet somehow caring
Calm, collected, but somehow daring
Can't you see you're perfection in my eyes?
Now my love, can't you see right through my lies?

This tomb of sorrow which I lie in
It's closing in, you're slowly flying
Away from me and all my love
Swooping eagle, cooing dove

I ask you to stay and comfort me
You fly away, simply do not see
I reach to you, my last resort
You cannot see my mind contort

Bend and twist so out of shape
My want of you has suffered rape
I feel my life slip away
My will and energy lost in the fray

That lives have suffered and passed right by
But me, I can't, from it I shy
You, my love, is all I want
But my love you only flaunt

Your non-existent desire returned
And now my soul, it doth burn
For all my life, it's been only you
And for you alone, I hold this true

I won't forget your lovely eyes
Anymore than our sorrowed goodbyes
Your pensive, stormy, enchanting mind
Has left me deaf and dumb, utterly blind

To all but my intensely burning desire
To hold you now, it's all I require
For life unbridled and life unvexed
But then again who knows what's next?

You might just surprise me lovely
From forth you spring right above me
And fall will you into my heart
Open and waiting, just for this part

And now my love, what say you?
Or do you even have the slightest clue?
And just please tell me this one thing
Will you love me and wish to bring?

To me, you and all your love?
Or is this a dream? Quite like that dove
Never-the-less I love you still
And nothing you say can break my will

All I ask is for some in return
If you offer naught, I can only yearn
It's all up to you if you want me crying
Over your beautiful mind, and mine slowly dying










Rain, Rain

Raining outside and I feel right
So very dark, but it's not night
Keep thinking of his eyes so bright
Wishing now to keep out the light

Dancing in the stormy weather
Knowing we'll never be together
Here or there, wondering whether...
We'll wind up there or forever nether

I'll stand outside your window singing
Your doorbell I won't be ringing
Oh but my wound's done stinging
To you, I'm no longer clinging

Still singing my saddening song
Thinking that you're never wrong
To you, I will always belong
And you knew this all along

Stringing me by
And so I ask why
You're make me cry
Not letting me die

Forever yours, telling no more
Time's gone by in a thunder storm
I'm so cold, please make me warm
For you, you know, I'll take any form










Oh Something Special, Sure

Archaic lines etch my heart
Save me something special
I need it through your death
And through your life
I knew you'd make it through

Scrawl me a note in secret code
Place it upon my pillow
I'll read when all light is gone
Because you said
Love is reading in the dark together

And being silent
And awkward
Not daring to say the next word
Because that is their word
And just loving each minute of this

I really should stop this though
I know not to tread this path
After I had just sealed it in
How dare I recall those moments
That are better left dead and buried

I cannot make this work
Oh and how I've tried
Now is but the time of reminiscing
Put it behind
Walk away

Then I have the next day
Of watching you
Just pretending that maybe
Just maybe
You're thinking about me

Because although we have no promise
No binding tie
No place of similar locale
We are somehow tied
Or so you say

And I won't forget the words
That were so cold
So harsh
That saved me, changed me
Made me forget you....