Despite the battles that draw no blood...
I bleed tears to show I understood...
The demons inside me that show no fear...
keep me locked... and tied...
and devoid of tears...

To save myself of rendered {fabrication}...
I begin the ritual to reach my destination...
away from pain, misery and deceit...
I go to the land where I am truly free.

Free from life, love and lust...
I withdraw myself so I don't have to trust.