Bleach blond
Shell shocked
Bruised broke and bitter
Push my buttons
Spit in my face
I didn't want to hit her
Look down on me
Like I am less
That’s one fuckin test
Were I’m not at my best
But that's how it goes
Looks down her nose
Like I’m a disgrace
Not for her taste
So a slap in the face
Put her in her place
For what went down
I often feel shame
But if it happened all over again...................