im so fuckn tired.
tired of this job i have
of work an work and yet never be ahead only to watch everyone else pass me by no matter how hard i try.

im tired of this school i attend of going and trying and always hearing now you can do better than this. just try harder and yet always get the same reply.
or of not going and hearing that im doing nothing but failing
only left to be damnd if i do and damnd if i don't on every subject that can be brought to mind.

im tired feeling like im some thing im not.
or that im not what i should be. i should be diffrent
i should be off some where else that im missing something so simple that will answer everything.
of feeling this fucking whole in my chest where my heart and lungs should be.

an im tired of being alone. of not having that one person. or even some person.
of being fucked over and feeling like im screwing up something so simple for every one that i must be stupid or destend to just be alone.

and im tired of all the fucking games.
play this game and it will get u here. almost there just keep playing don't stop thats how u get ahead in school love work in life.
im just so sick and tired of it all.

but most of all im just tired of me.