Release This Emotion Within

True love...at one point in time everyone has searched for it. I know I have.

I kiss her and she turns away
I feel empty with nothing to say
It hurts in every way
The week melts into one big day
I have my 'friends' who talk a lot of trash
I disappear so quick and leave whiplash
I was told if I found love now it wouldn't last
I didn't believe them, then time came to pass
All the extinguished loves, apart of my past
Feelings the depression throb hard in my soul
The Feeling of lonelyness swallows me whole
I wander to Heavens gate, what'd be the toll?
my hands go numb, fingers cold
I've felt like this for the longest of time
Don't call me an emo kid you faggot
I cannot stop trying
God forgive my sins and let me meet the one i need to meet
Let her be beautiful, slender, goldly, and meek
Let her bow down at thy feet
and also let her kiss be tender and sweet