Unreal Love

All I wanted was one kiss
You gave your whole body
When all I wanted was someone real
You were a toy

I let you slip through my fingers
But I see that you never were in my hold
See the ice in your eyes
Dressed in silk

Soft and cold
So you can gentley stab in
You took up to the last drop of warmth in my veins

Hard to say what got my attention
If it was the blue skin
Or the heartbeat turning still
With the grey in your sight

I spent my days saying it over and over
"I love you so very much"
You said how you didnt feel a thing
"A doll doesnt hurt"
"A doll doesnt love"
"A doll doesnt change"

So I struck through the tears
Hoping to crack the procelin
But all I came back with
A bloodied hand and a new found love of hate