On the outside I am calm,
The collectedness of myself deceives you.

On the inside I'm in hell,
My hell.

Torn emotions and pain,
No fire and brimstone here.

Raw emotion takes over,
Tears me to my simplest being.

Apathy is my only defence,
I care not what you think.

Outside my mind I stay,
The anger and frustration on the inside it too great for me to bear.

Inside my mind.
My Hell.