Destruction

tear stained cheeks forever
burning at tender flesh
breathing in deeply
trying to fight them off
mind cluttered with garbage of days gone bye
thinking of what is yet to come
soul aching, heart wrenching
tearing one apart inside
voice screaming
i hate myself
i can’t take the pain
i can’t stand the anger that surrounds
to live and breath each and everyday
almost unbearable
to the point of destruction

may 31, 06