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Forget
By AnGeLbLuEyEs1201
I’m four years old now
I’m at the babysitter’s house
He’s a well respected friend of the family
Everyone loves him so much
I hate him
Mom leaves, I'm on the couch
He walks behind me I know what’s going to happen
I’m four years old
I am scared and alone
I can’t fight him I don’t know what to do
I just sit there and cry
I hate him
I’m ten years old now
I’m at my best friend’s house
She is sound asleep next me
I hear the door open slowly
I keep my eyes tightly shut
I think if I’m asleep he will leave me alone
Her father walks next to me
I know what’s going to happen
I’m ten years old
What am I suppose to do
If I cry he will hit me
If I scream he will hold my mouth shut
I lie there and keep my eyes shut
I hate him
I’m nineteen years old now
I still have nightmares
I wake up screaming
I think someone is in my room
No one is there
I try to go back to sleep
My memories swimming in my head
I hate them
I wish I could kill them
They took away my innocence
It’s not fair
I start to fall asleep
Maybe I can just forget
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© 2006 Pleasejustkillme
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On Tuesday, May 16, 2006, Guillotine
(168)
wrote:
very, very slowly. I can feel your pain, and knowing several people who have gone through this, I can sympathize even though everyones pain is different.
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On Monday, May 15, 2006, TornPaperDoll
(63) wrote:
This is horrible...why does it seem that victims of sexual abuse are targeted more than once throughout their lives...i cannot say i know but i do hope you can work through this.TPD
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On Monday, May 15, 2006, ZealousValadiction
(42) wrote:
This is sad and a great write. One of the best ways to express thing is to write them I hope your nightmares go away. -Laurie
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