It falls like rain drop by drop
It hits the floor and I see the puddle beneath me
It hurts so bad that my arms go numb
My heart breaks as I think of what you did
I cry when I think of you and her
I say that you will never hurt me again
The knife is still warm from my blood
I drop it on the cold, bare floor
The room begins to spin slowly at first
I can feel the life leaving my body
My fingers begin to loose feeling
I look and see you staring at me
You run to me but you’re moving slowly
I see how scared your face looks
I feel ashamed but I remember her
Your arms scoop me up quickly
You wrap cloths around my wrist
I hear you whisper you love me
I begin to fall asleep but you won’t let me
I see the nurses and doctors running towards me
My eyes are shut now but I can hear you
What have I done I do not know
I tell you that I am sorry
I say that I love you
You tell me that I am going to be fine
I know you are lying but I say ok
I know that I won’t wake from this sleep
I begin to drift off I know I’m dying
I see a bright light and head toward it
I feel a shock and stop
I feel another and begin to fall backwards
I open my eyes and see your smile
I know I’m alive and I feel again
I feel your loving arms wrap around me
I hear you say you’re so sorry
Then I remember all the pain and sorrow
But it stops as I remember the look I saw in your eyes
I remember the love I share with you
I will hold on to that love forever
I will never forget that look.