Living so vastly apart from you sucks.
The fleeting time we steal to be together is not here for long enough.
I want it to last and last.
There’s a gaping hole in my self
Inflamed and aching
From the emptiness left since you moved so far away.
I love you and I need you
Then I hate you with all my might.
I yell into an empty room
Falling to my knees, pleading,
Please hurry home my love,
The object of my incessant desire.
Restless and nerves frayed from waiting,
I lie down and pray for my soul
To enter that place
Where nothing is real, nothing is fake.
Thoughts of you are burning their path
Around and throughout my brain.
I don’t hear you arrive…

I open my eyes, look up, suddenly
Realizing that the sight before me is real.
No words are spoken at first
As I open my arms to pull you close to me,
Welcoming you.
My lips, barely parted, but you thrust them open to accept your lips,
Your mouth, tongue, your delicious taste I crave.
We lie there as one,
Kissing, laughing with joy at our union so longed for together.
Only a robe barely covering me,
I slip it off easily as I begin your escape.

This eternity apart makes us useless to wait.
You take me as I welcome you in.
Tenderly, yet with a fierceness,
We climb together to that place
Where the mind becomes useless to think.
I screamed forever, it seemed.
You pulled my hair to hold you there in place,
Lest these reverberations cause us to violently quake.
Exhausted, used, you fall down beside me
Not certain of where is your beginning,
Where I end.
Tangled so that I feel your heart beat against me,
We stayed.
With another, this desired, this loved,
I have never been placed.
I decide that killing myself is a much better fate
Than returning to that dark and foribbing place.
My body and soul realize that soon they must face
Being alone and so lonely yet again.
I barely whisper, I beg and plead,
Please, don’t leave me again.

I want you.Without you near I will bleed and bleed and bleed......