id like you to know

i can feel my body shutter
as my heart shatters
in your embrace

your way to good for this


(your way to good for me)




and i know soon i'll push away
(please dont let me)
not because i dont want this
(dont let me go)
but because i know it will be ruined



(atleast leave them pretty bruises on my arms
so i remember you tried)


i dont think i can handle another goodbye


but everything is going away
(everything goes away in the end)

wether it fades
or falls

its gone much quicker than id like


and id like you to know


that when you hold me to yourself -you say you cant get close enough-
i just dissolve into your grip

that when you kiss my eyelids -you say you can stare at them all day-
i keep them closed an extra second longer
(in fear i just might cry)

that when we kiss - you say theres so much passion behind it-
i give up every part of myself
(cause i know)

that when you say you love me- you say this is the closest that youve known-
i will try to say it back to you
(i dont want to be alone)



things have been really difficult
and im a little bit confused
i know i dont want to lose this
(all i got is you)



so if i try to leave
you must convince me to stay
hold me down like you do
kiss me and my eyes and these trailing tears



i dont want you to see me like this

(but im even more afraid of what will happen when im gone)




so heres the heads up
on the fall out
but ill try to not let them (or myself) ruin us






(because your everything i want and everything i need
your the only thing in this world that makes me feel complete)




and i want to thank you for seeing past my faults
(and every past mistake)



for once i dont feel entirely invisible


and this is why i choose to say i love you out loud



(even though im more scared then ever)



because you mean that much


and are worth

every piece

of me


that may

perhaps

come undone





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