broken emotions
By little butterfly
i go silent
yet it provokes and tourments you
you claim to love me
but you also claim to love NOTHING
for im not the only one who lies
you lie too..
I don't claim to be perfect
for i belive that no one is
my silence tonight was as to not betraye a friends trust
i dont always speak of what is important
or what others claim to be important...
if im to be disposed of because i didnt talk
that is your choice
i'd like to know
that way ill be gone
one week and you wouldnt even notice
i ever existed
ive got irrational thoughts
sifting through my mind
if you want i will leave
ill move far far away
(a lot of the time i think you'll like it better if i just went a way)
im not claiming it wouldn't hurt to stop loving you
but you dont love me
youv'e all ready claimed that you love no one
im only human
and in that i make mistakes
i make more than most
im not perfect
if i cant meet up to you standards
there is nothing i can do about it
last time i felt this way i swore to my self i'd never love again
yet look what ive done
ive made the same mistake
falling in love with yet another guy
who dosnt love me
yet ...
it dosnt feel like a mistake
hate me or leave me
or even both
i know thats what you want to do
love is a broken stupid human emotion
Comments on "broken emotions"
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A former member wrote:
we're the same..
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On Tuesday, January 17, 2006, TheBardOfBlasphemy
(358) wrote:
how true it is... and yet... how easily we break ourselves again and again... an objective observer must surely think us retarded... or sadomasochistic
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On Wednesday, March 29, 2006, little butterfly
(36) wrote:
he never did love me so this proves how stupid i really am but ive learnt a lesson from it all
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On Sunday, October 30, 2005, Johny_D_Lewis
(467) wrote:
very true but life does go on things will be ok
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A former member wrote:
that last line is heart wrenching..nice write..
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On Saturday, October 29, 2005, the dried flower
(67) wrote:
if only when you felt this you could say it to the one who needs to hear it,,,instead of letting him read it and wonder....this is a good poem,
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On Saturday, October 29, 2005, serotonin lost
(145) wrote:
it's amazing how articulate you can be when you don't have to say it to the person. very emotional poem.
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On Saturday, October 29, 2005, serotonin lost
(145) wrote:
P:S i never said i wanted you to leave, but by the looks of it, you have been thinking it. this is a matter for us to discuss in private.