Sometimes

Sometimes I love you, sometimes I don't.
Sometimes I hate you, sometimes I don't.
Usually I feel neither-nor.
Tepid is a feeling I can't ignore.

So don't wait to go ahead and negate.
Life's too short not to abort.
Any feelings that are so blase.
Carpe Diem as they say,
so get up and fucking greet the day.

Sometimes I feel alive, sometimes I don't.
Sometimes I want to die, sometimes I don't.
All of the time I wonder why...
Suicide, homicide, they coincide.