So much anger, so much pain.
I realize after tonight, things shall never be the same.
Heinous thoughts creep inside my head
As I lay at night sprawled across my bed.
Thoughts of your blood and screams,
While I smirk at your pathetic pleas.
As you say your sorry for what you’ve done to me,
I slash the inside of your right arm and laugh with glee.
Your blood splashes as it stains the floor
And is splattered like Van Gough across the door.
For hours I make you scream and bleed.
I cut, slice, tear, and hit you like you did to me.
I slide a needle though your chest
As I whisper,"May your soul never rest."
I’m sorry to say that this is the end,
There is nothing quite like the taste of sweet revenge.
As the last breathe escapes you lips
I tell you to remember only this-
“You shall never hurt me again, never.
No more abuse, physically, mentally, or spiritually, ever.
Mother, I hope abusing me brought you much joy,
For killing you was like getting a new toy.”

7-10-05